Melancholy

Today is my boys birthday.

'T' is my third child & today he is 22.

He was born on a friday 11:39pm to be exact. he nearly died in delivery & it was a horrific labour.

I was a divorced mum with two children & found myself pregnant.

It was a roller coaster of a pregnancy & tough going BUT at the end i was Blessed with this exquisite baby boy we all loved him so very much.

'T' was always on the go & i loved his energy & joy for life, lots of people found him hard work but we always looked for the positives. 

I married my awesome hubby when 'T' was 2 & he adored his dad.

When he was about 14 things started to change & nothing we did helped.

Then My Kate died & his downward spiral accelerated, Im not making excuses for his bad behaviour everyone has a choice.

In the end we as his parents had to take a stand, the girls were suffering & we tried every possible avenue to help him but NO-ONE cared, he didn't fall into they're criteria, arseholes!!!!!!!!

We haven't seen our precious boy for 3 years.

I know he is alive & relatively well BUT it breaks my heart that he is where he is.

I hope that somehow he has a good birthday.

I love you my sweet darling boy & i miss the person you were.

Happy Birthday.

Have a wonderful day

Gabs xxx

A new direction

Well it looks like my photo a day blogging has come to an end.
Im really sad about this.
My girls are in senior high school with a big workload.
They DID agree to letting me take their photo every day BUT the novelty wore off EVER so quickly.
Ive had 8 weeks of nearly constant vertigo & have struggled to keep up, oh & my camera died:( & there is NO chance of me replacing it.
I think i will take a new direction in blogging.
I mean after all I'm a intelligent woman who has lots to say(just ask my hubby)
I think when I'm able to afford it ill have to get someone to help me with fixing this blog up, I'm rather computer illiterate.
no idea about links & things!!!!!!
To the few that follow PLEASE stick around things are going to be quite different:)
Im sure you will enjoy whats in store.
Have a wonderful day!
Gabs

Mach 27

Lots has been happening here, I've been pain free since saturday & that in itself is really exciting I'm very Thankful.
My mum has had another small stroke but home & doing well.

Jelly decided to see if there was anything exciting on the table!!!!


Then i found a visitor in my room.
I decided to take some photos with the macro lens i bought for my iPhone, i was impressed with the pics i must say i was shaking:) 
When hubby came home he relocated Mr Spider to the tree out the front.

Have a wonderful day!
Gab xxx

March 26

Well exam weeks under way.
Ez is super busy studying.
She had two exams today.
I just keep telling her it will all be fine. regardless how well she does we are proud of her.
Its a hard time, Ez has high expectations of herself.
Im praying she will be kind to herself.

 Have a wonderful day!
Gab xxx

March 25

Today we had a special visitor:)
A dear friend brought her precious new baby to visit.
She is just adorable & we had a lovely visit.

Have a wonderful day!
Gab xxx

March 24

Today was very exciting i was pain/ vertigo free:)))))
I took it easy & just sat around reading the paper.
Both girls are out.
Ez is at The Boys house studying, she has half yearly exams these next two weeks.
It was a lovely day to sit in the sun.

Buddy decided to help me read the paper, YES he was a HUGE help!
Have a wonderful day!
Gab xxx 

March 23

Its ever so quiet when the girls aren't here.
Just hubby & i home.
Im not not not looking forward to the day the both move out.

Have a wonderful day!
Gab xxx