It was the worst moment of my life.
I'll never forget the Drs & they're words that destroyed my world as i knew it.
Today i relive everything that happened that day, no matter how hard i try not to.
She was so perfect yet so very broken.
Through the whole experience i had an overwhelming sense of Gods presence.
He is my rock.
I found these words in Kates bible after,
Courage is the anchor that holds one steady & enables one to go on & on.
Kate wrote that she trusted God in all aspects of her life.
I do try to focus on the positives, YES there are positives.
Kates been gone for 7yrears, 2191 days
BUT we had her for 19yrs 3mths & 4days, 7036 days i delight in this
She was a loving thoughtful daughter who never gave us any trouble, i delight in this
She didn't suffer i delight in this
She showed Gods love to so many people & lots have shared wonderful stories about her, i delight in this
I Delight in the fact that she lived her short life well.
I will love & miss her all of my days but thats ok i wouldn't change a thing.
Here are my girls
Gabs xxx
My heart goes out to you, and I am so glad you have so many precious, happy memories of your beautiful daughter.
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My words escape me....
ReplyDeleteThis is such a touching piece. On a day I thought was long and difficult, I pause and reflect on how truly grateful I am for every moment of it. I am so deeply sorry for your loss, and so thankful for the strength you have shown in sharing this. Your girls are stunning, and your positives have brought tears to my eyes. My heart goes out to you on such a difficult day xoxo
Gabs, I have no words.....I cannot even begin to understand how you must be feeling...but i know this....you are a strong woman :) xx
ReplyDeleteThankyou lovely ladies.
ReplyDeleteShe made me a better person.
xxxxx
I just want to reach through the computer and give you the biggest hug. I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling today but your courage and strength to be able to share here is amazing
ReplyDeleteCourage is a strong word. Can´t even imagine how you must have felt and still feel...
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Oh Gabs, sorry to hear of your sadness today.
ReplyDeleteGods love is amazing! I love how he can bring peace, even in times of sadness. Your Kate sounds like she was a beautiful person, no wonder you are so proud of her x.
Sorry to hear about your hard day today, and the days leading up to today. Lovely to read that you delight in the memories of your daughter. Sending you a little love.
ReplyDeleteYour beautiful daughter is in a divine place and feels your love. I do believe this, and hope it comforts you in a small way. God bless you.
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