'T' is my third child & today he is 22.
He was born on a friday 11:39pm to be exact. he nearly died in delivery & it was a horrific labour.
I was a divorced mum with two children & found myself pregnant.
It was a roller coaster of a pregnancy & tough going BUT at the end i was Blessed with this exquisite baby boy we all loved him so very much.
'T' was always on the go & i loved his energy & joy for life, lots of people found him hard work but we always looked for the positives.
I married my awesome hubby when 'T' was 2 & he adored his dad.
When he was about 14 things started to change & nothing we did helped.
Then My Kate died & his downward spiral accelerated, Im not making excuses for his bad behaviour everyone has a choice.
In the end we as his parents had to take a stand, the girls were suffering & we tried every possible avenue to help him but NO-ONE cared, he didn't fall into they're criteria, arseholes!!!!!!!!
We haven't seen our precious boy for 3 years.
I know he is alive & relatively well BUT it breaks my heart that he is where he is.
I hope that somehow he has a good birthday.
I love you my sweet darling boy & i miss the person you were.
Happy Birthday.
Have a wonderful day
Gabs xxx
